I paint your Soul.

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You aren‘t like them. If you think that you are only inside your skin, you define yourself as a tiny drop in the ocean.

You're not the outcome or a result of the big bang. You wont reach the end of the process. Because at the end of the process, you are still the process. You are still the big bang, the original force of the universe, expanding and expanding in infinite ways.

You don‘t need to do anything. Because if you see yourself in the correct way, you are as much extraordinary phenomenon of nature like trees, clouds, the patterns in running water, the flickering of fire and the arrangements of the stars. You are all that and there is nothing wrong with you at all.


All the sadness, all the boredom and all the unhappiness would change if people understood they were asking for something impossible. Darling, your longing to become one, to feel whole.. it is a spiritual longing; it is your true religious being, and it’s absolutely human. The thing is, you've been focusing on the wrong point all along.
You see, if you are not capable of being alone, your relationship is false - it is just a trick to avoid your loneliness.
Give eachother space. Believe me sweetheart, it‘s worth it. The more space you allow eachother, the closer you will get.
And only from there can arise a love so deep, that you know beyond a shadow of doubt, that you have reached home.


„Don't seek, don't search, don't ask, don't knock, don't demand ~ relax.
If you relax it comes, if you relax it is there. If you relax, you start vibrating with it.“



Every hello comes with the knowledge that one day there will be a goodbye. Every first kiss comes with the certainty that there will one day be a last. And yet even though we know all love ends in sorrow, even though we know the price... we pay it.

We pay it again and again and again. We pay it because it makes life worth living.

We pay it because love... love is always worth it.



Oh but why are you so enchanted by this world when a mine of gold lies within you?
Why won‘t you open your eyes and return to the root of the root of your soul?
Remember, you are a human Being, not a human Doing.
So be, don‘t try to become.



How aware are you of the fleetingness of every situation?
How attached are you to the world of forms?
Have you ever noticed that when you become aware of the transience of all forms, both good and bad, your attachements to them lessen? Read more...



Just because she carries it all so well doesn’t mean it isn’t heavy.


She was just a ghost with a beating heart.


A passenger, a visitor to this time, this place; here to observe, to grow, to love.


And then return home.



Connecting with peoples souls and stepping into their divine fragrance; digging deep until I reach that secret place, that still point in which the soul and the creator are one. I stop for a moment to observe that unique vibration of yours. And there I create a picture of just that unique essense that expresses your purpose of Beingness.

It is your home that I paint. It is your hurt that I paint. It is your healing that I paint. It is your truth that I paint. I see you.
And so I paint.

Hey beautiful wake up.
It’s ok.
Welcome home.
I love you.
You don’t need to be forgiven.
You never did anything wrong in the first place.
I love you.
If you let me, I will hold you. Let me. I love you.
Just know, when your face is long, the tears feel stuck, and lonliness is the only thing you can breathe—know in this moment, perhaps your actions didn’t align with your soul. With who you are. With what you want. That you’ve only made a choice—not a life sentence. I love you.
That feeling, that hole, that anger, that sad, that pain—it’s a moment of honor, to acknowledge, and love on, and breathe into, and hold, and fall deeply in love with. Hold it. Honor it. Love it.
But don’t you dare judge it.
Don’t you dare try to change it.
Don’t you dare hate any part of yourself for it.
For that piece is oh so important for each decision that follows.
And baby, it deserves love. It deserves love.



Keep doing the inner work.
Keep valuing yourself.
Keep honoring yourself.
And don‘t stop.

Don‘t ever stop.

Even when the one who is meant for you shows up, don‘t break eye contact with your heart. Don‘t ever stop loving yourself first. Love yourself so much that you know beyond a shadow of a doubt that no matter who comes in and out of your life, you will be okay, because you never left you.

When real love is present, nothing you say or do will make it stay or leave.

Beautiful girl, when the love is real, it will have no choice but to choose you too.

So choose you. Always.



Man is the only animal that refuses to be what he is.

Our lives are meaningless and will remain so. The answer is to embrace the meaninglessness of life and get through it with a smile. Man must rebel. Become so absolutley free that your very existence is an act of rebellion.

"I rebel therefore I exist."

Albert Camus



Fold your worries into paper planes and turn them into flying fucks.

I see someone’s anger towards me as an expression of wisdom. I may see their judgements towards me as an inadequacy towards themselves, but—and here’s the thing— I really don’t mind. Read more...



One day, someone will walk into your life and make you realise why it never worked out with anyone else. A person with whom you have an immediate connection - a connection so strong that you recognise yourself in another. As this connection developes over time, you experience a love so strong and complex, that you begin to doubt if you have ever truly loved before.


You will then understand the differance between the love of your life and a soulmate - one you can choose, the other one not.



I really appreciate your effort in trying to win me over with all your words and that sparkling smile. Thank you for agreeing with every fucking thing I say and making me feel like a fucking goddess.

And because of that, it is time for me to move on. There is nothing left to say, for all I hear you say is „yes“. But what I feel is you tearing on my soul. You think you are acting out of love, but it’s your fear of loss. So please let go. You see, your „yes“ hurts me. It hurts to see you trying to hold on to something you cannot own. It hurts that you believe I can give you something that you cannot. It terrifies me to see your flame go out every time we seperate. You are attached to my soul, but you have lost connection to yours. .
You call it love, but through your eyes and behind that radiant smile of yours, I see your terrified soul longing for more of this warming feeling of aliveness. But I am not here to fulfill you desires. I am not a teacher, I am your awakener.





She´s real, and she´s magic. But this is not her planet.

"No Sleep"

"Walk alone. Don´t be afraid to like it"


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I paint your Truth, your guides, your Planet.